I wish for her

I wish for her the freedom she craved

On those long and tired days

When she’d rock herself

And try to cry away her pain

Her sorrows that ate at her from within

The disease that took over every inch, limb by limb

I wish for her to be in paradise

To escape the hell she tried to survive

And smile bright in the heavens


Oh poetry,

Oh sweet poetry,

You are the ode of me

The epiphany

Of my dreams

Of my darkness

That gleams

I expose to thee,

My insanity

As I delve

Into my vanity

Of lust

Through words

The just

Of your hymns

In the lyrics

Of my sin

I breathe of thee,

The fire


Like a dragon

I blaze


My daze

Through the ashes

As the debris

Sings your praise

Thank you,

Oh poetry

For being my rage

Through my sanity


I’m not the chick that goes to clubs and hooks up at bars just to be seen

I’m the woman reading a book or writing her dreams

No hate to the beauties that feel that’s keen

But remember passed all that shit we’re all queens

All needing love

All needing to breathe

All wanting that touch that makes us insane

Be that woman that becomes his epitome

Be that woman that makes him remember why you’re his infinity

powerful yearning

I think it flows perfectly! Love it💕

the grey room

there’s a longing for you
that my body holds on to
it wormed its way around
and i can’t seem to pull it out.
it fills me up with desperation
an urge that borders on obsession.
you lurk in my dreams
and play in my fantasies.
you still stroke the fires
that house my darkest desires.
worst of all, you have my heart.
tattered and torn apart
the remnants of an story
with an unhappy ending.

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bad news


the grey room

saw your number
on my phone
when it rang
didn’t think to answer it
already heard the news
didn’t want it to be true
left my phone where it lay
poured a shot of whiskey
grabbed the bottle instead
the burn hit my throat
loosened my limbs
set my mind at ease
relief, just for a night
exactly what i needed

saw the icon
on my phone
when the bottle was done
a little 2 in the corner
two tries and you were gone
relief turned to tears
someone poisoned my drink
cause I’m sliding into misery
where calmness once reigned
i want something stronger
a pill or potion to numb this pain
but there’s nothing but me
and my loneliness to get
through the rest of this day

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