powerful yearning

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the grey room

there’s a longing for you
that my body holds on to
it wormed its way around
and i can’t seem to pull it out.
it fills me up with desperation
an urge that borders on obsession.
you lurk in my dreams
and play in my fantasies.
you still stroke the fires
that house my darkest desires.
worst of all, you have my heart.
tattered and torn apart
the remnants of an story
with an unhappy ending.

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the grey room

saw your number
on my phone
when it rang
didn’t think to answer it
already heard the news
didn’t want it to be true
left my phone where it lay
poured a shot of whiskey
grabbed the bottle instead
the burn hit my throat
loosened my limbs
set my mind at ease
relief, just for a night
exactly what i needed

saw the icon
on my phone
when the bottle was done
a little 2 in the corner
two tries and you were gone
relief turned to tears
someone poisoned my drink
cause I’m sliding into misery
where calmness once reigned
i want something stronger
a pill or potion to numb this pain
but there’s nothing but me
and my loneliness to get
through the rest of this day

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Splattered

I lost myself, I’m not sure when, I’m not sure how, but I did

In my heart, in my soul, in my sin

Corrupted

Of all I love and all I live

I’d become disfigured

As pieces of puzzles spread

Scattered

A mess

Conflicted,

distressed

As shards of glass

Fallen off the edge

I’d become broken

Stepping into the pieces

Blood splattered

From my flesh

Left bleeding

The ink